Wednesday, December 29, 2010

This is bullcrap and it sucks (and other naughty words in my amended swear word repertoire)!


This picture will be me all next month. (Not including the short blonde hair. Already made that mistake once!) Next month, I will be going to Virginia for three weeks to be poked with needles, yet again. At the end of the process, my stomach, arms, bum, and thighs will be covered in bruises from having to shoot myself with needles. Yes, you read that correctly. I will be stabbing myself in the stomach and thighs with sharp, pointy, evil, #*$&*@% needles 57 times. Why? You might ask?

Because I desperately want another little stinker pants. I have a love/hate relationship with in-vitro. I hate it because it is miserable, and extremely expensive, and doesn't always work. But when it does, I am lucky enough to have a healthy little baby, just like my Maddie girl. So in the end, even though we have spent a lot of money and time and hope on this procedure in the past, it is our only option. And I guess that makes it worth it to keep trying as many times as it takes.

So.......everyone who reads this blog over the next few months, send fertile thoughts my way!

11 comments:

Rich and Rachel said...

Sending fertility waves to you! <3

Paul & Amy said...

Razzle-frazzin (my favorite non-swear) those treatments sound awful. Good luck with everything.

Shelly said...

We will also keep your family in our prayers so that you can bring another adorable "Maddie" into this world.

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Kimberly said...

Sending fertile thoughts and prayers your way...

Audrey Crisp said...

Good luck!

Valerie said...

We love you guys. Best of luck.

Unknown said...

Rachel, you amaze me! I have loved reading your blog. We wish you the best of luck over the next few weeks. You are one tough girl!

Megs said...

Good luck!!!

*megan said...

Loved catching up on your blog. You will be in our thoughts and prayers these next couple months. Hope 2011 brings another bundle of joy!!! We love you guys and hope to see ya soon.

Meagan said...

Lots of fertility thoughts coming your way!! And, hang in there. You are one tough cookie. Those shots sound like no fun. But, if they will bring you another little munchkin to love, then it's time to get your game face on and get er' done! Good luck!!